Good Girl Bad Intentions

When I was 15 I felt like i was really at the darkest point in my life. My parents and I werent getting along. I basically hated my mother. She was a horrible person to me, and my father basically was just a lap dog to her. I seen him as less than a man but her pet. My brothers werent on my side at all either. They were the fakest of the fake to me saying one thing and then turning around and kissing my parents ass after. I needed a safe space i needed refuge. And thats when i met him. He was a friend of one of my closest friends today. Who knew he wouldve took me on a rollercoaster that i never asked to be on. We are going to call him J because hes the biggest joke ive ever met in my life. But before my eyes opened he was the love of my life at one point.We spent almost every second together. My parents liked him because he was the same sign as them. Which shouldve been red flag number one for me.But anyways he was good at wearing a mask. He was bringing me everything I wanted ...

Hello all! Its been a while since ive told you the crazy adventures that ive been on. Thats because sadly the girl has settled down and started a family. But lets not let that stop us from the other things that we have been through. The first step of growth is identifying ,aknowledging and acceptence and im not too ashamed to say that i have been that weird girl. The weird girl that was obsessed, crazy and did some insane shit. I think there are 3 types of obsessive people. People who obsess out of jealousy. Why can’t I have that ? How can they take this from me? What do they have that I don’t. Are the questions that run through the minds of this one. The second one infatuations .Why can’t they love me like that ? We have to be together . They have to stay with me. I have to do whatever i can to make them love me. And last but not least sexual desires. I need your body. I want you to want me. Id do anything to have your body in this way. Now I’ve only experienced two of these obses...

As I relaxed in the tub and smoked my blunt I got another phone call, but this time it was facetime. It was the scorpio again. I answered him this time. He must really want something for him to keep calling me after I kept hanging up on him. “Hello '' I said , hitting my blunt looking into the camera. “Why do you keep doing me like that , I'm having a bad day” He said I continued to smoke my blunt while relaxing into the water. “Well I'm listening now, what's wrong?” I asked curious about what he was so anxious about. “Its my mom she keep doing stupid shit” he replied. I wanted to say some mean ass shit like “That's why you need to be living in your own shit” but i just simply asked “Why don't you move out?” It was confusing to me. I noticed a lot of people down here lived with their parents and just didn't leave. While where im from you got the fuck out of there the first chance you got, if you could anyways. It was expensive to live where I was from....

An unknown number had texted me “unblock me”. I looked at my phone in shock “Bitch this nigga just texted me from i text free number” i said laughing into the phone at my facetime call. “Bitch which nigga” she replied grinning from ear to ear. “Bitch i dont know let me see” I said i had replied “Whos this” too the message and continued to talk on the phone. “Damn you must block alot of niggas huh, so you was just playing with me i thought you was my girl?” popped across the top of the screen. Immediately i knew who it was. “Its that damn scorpio nigga, hes going to be a problem”I said to my friend. I quickly unblocked him and then replied to the text “I didnt block you i don't know what youre talking about” I figured id play along because the dick was good enough to keep in my back pocket for a while.”I gotta go girl” i told my friend then i hung up the phone.I got dressed in some exercise clothes and walked to the track near my house. I turned on a playlist and then stated to do...

I had asked him when he was leaving because honestly i needed my alone time now. It was my only day off and i surely didnt want to use it sitting in some nigga face. “You trying to get rid of me already” he asked . Ummm Yeah nigga you wasnt even suppose to spend the night. “It's my only day off and i have stuff to do today” I lied. He smiled “Ok can we have sex one more time before i go” he asked. I shrugged my shoulders because the dick was actually good as fuck so i agreed. He bent me over the couch and proceeded to go to work. It felt really good. It was a constant reminder that this nigga wasnt shit and that i dont need to be catching feelings for this dick. He was rough but it was good. Hitting all the right spots and his dick was long and thick. I was so mesmerized by his rhythmic strokes. But one thing was annoying me. He kept trying to kiss me and he kept talking to me. I can't even enjoy myself with his arrogance drowning out my pleasure. And i knew my pussy was good s...

I got basically no sleep last night. I stayed up all night smoking. I smoked 3 blunts through out the night. Whenever I went to lay down i layed for 15 minutes and when I couldn't sleep I got up and went to the living room and rolled up. It was a stranger in my bed and in my house. I didn't want to sleep and be robbed blind so my body just wouldn’t. I texted some of my friends hoping they would be up. Any other time I'm around them they are up all night but looks like this night they were asleep. “Insomniacs don't sleep with those hoes ignoring me” I thought to myself. At like around 8 am he woke up and walked into the living room and sat with me. “Good morning” He greeted me with a hug. “Do you want to take a shower and brush your teeth? I got extra towels and an extra tooth bruth” I asked “Yeah” he said his accent was super strong it was so sexy to me. “You're so country” I said laughing as I got up to grab the wash cloth and toothbrush from the closet. “I'm ...