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Intro to Obsessions

Hello all! Its been a while since ive told you the crazy adventures that ive been on. Thats because sadly the girl has settled down and started a family. But lets not let that stop us from the other things that we have been through. The first step of growth is identifying ,aknowledging and acceptence and im not too ashamed to say that i have been that weird girl. The weird girl that was obsessed, crazy and did some insane shit. I think there are 3 types of obsessive people. People who obsess out of jealousy. Why can’t I have that ? How can they take this from me? What do they have that I don’t. Are the questions that run through the minds of this one. The second one infatuations .Why can’t they love me like that ? We have to be together . They have to stay with me. I have to do whatever i can to make them love me. And last but not least sexual desires. I need your body. I want you to want me. Id do anything to have your body in this way. Now I’ve only experienced two of these obsessions. But I’m still growing who’s to say the last one won’t pop up out of no where . But let us continue on I’m starting off with envy. The times i was obsessively jealous. If you guys have a story about when you where envious go head and dm me on ig @lavendercomett. tell me what you did why you did it how you felt how the other person felt everything that happened remember this is a judge free zone. Let me know if you would like it posted. All post are annon unless stated otherwise

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