Good Girl Bad Intentions

One of the worst traits that I have, im easily pressured. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty resilient at first but it's many times that I walked into a situation thinking it was going to be one thing but it was another and I went along with it anyway. This was one of those instances. I don't know if I was being naive or just oblivious to everything because now that I think about it I really walked right into that. While scrolling through the MeetMe app I was looking for someone cool to talk to. My messages were over flown with thirsty white guys, lonely old guys and little boys clearly lying about their age. I wasn't looking for a hookup or a sugar daddy that night but I replied to everyone's “heys and how are you” just out of boredom. Not one person is really able to stimulate me mentally. So conversation after conversation , I eventually stopped replying. There was one person who did a decent job holding a conversation. We’re going to call him Cancer. It sta...

That next day Capricorn had came over after work. It was around 3 pm we slept together. It didn’t even feel good to me I guess I hurt his feelings by telling him it was bad. It felt like a anxious dog humping my leg. He asked me to suck his dick I said no. And it lasted about 3 minutes. I was disappointed, I don’t know what I expected but I didn’t expect that. I began to ignore and avoid him at work.I did my casual playing around sometimes to keep it from being suspicious but I didn’t even want to talk to him after that. I don’t even count him as someone who fucked me, if anything I fucked him. It was a waste of time. What made it worst is he told people in my job we fucked. Causing another coworker who was way too pushy (his story coming soon) to keep bothering me. And one of my bosses to keep cracking jokes . It didn’t matter to me though if I wanted to fuck everyone in that store I’d do it I’m grown. My mom called and asked me how school was going . With the corona and not having a...

After sending that risky “you trying to chill” text it took him a while to reply , but of course he said yes. But before I set a date I had to lay some rules down. “Don’t tell anyone I text you or you’ve been to my house, I don’t like anyone in my business” I had said “Fasho, I can fuck with that because I’m private too.I might have to keep fucking with you.” he replied. I usually never fucked with anyone I worked with. It was too risky to me, of course I knew men like to run their mouths bragging on being with me. Especially because I like to put on this “stuck up, untouchable” persona to the people. Honestly I was as “easy as it gets” for a person that I wanted to hump on. The week before I had invited him over to my house our job was shut down but we still had to work. One day one of my managers assigned us to work together on a work assignment. Usually I just flirted , taunted ,and joked around with him. But today we started off with regular casual conversation. “So what made you ...

I moved from my home of D.C. April 2020. My move in date was April the 20th to be exact. The same day my God daughter had just been born. I had arrived here with my mother(she was only there to get me started she left the next day) and the person at the time whom I’d thought I’d be spending the rest of my life with. Let’s just call him Aquarius for now. I will be referring to my lovers by their sign most of the time by the way, but anyways back to the story. A couple of months into my stay I was focused on finding a job I had went from Walmart, to Rouses then finally I landed at Family Dollar. My Aquarius love and i arguments grew more intense with each job I had to get. It was like I was actively searching while he did nothing but play the game. Finally I decided to tell him how I felt. He was childish about it of course making up excuses on why he didn’t want to work why he couldn’t work, “I was taking a break he said” I wish I had a break but the bills aren’t giving anyone a break....

Hello lovely people, and welcome to my comet. First I would like to let everyone know this is a safe place, a judge free zone. Like most of you that came here I am a free spirit, a butterfly,unicorn whatever you would like to call it. Not subdue by the normal standards that are set for women. I don’t feel that human beings should live to a standard set by other people. It’s our body our choice that goes for men and women. I’m here to share my story with those of who are shackled by the anxieties that society,family,and even some friends bring. I know some if not all who are reading this struggle with a double life. Living a virtuous standard set by society on one hand and your truth that makes you happy in the other. Those two lives seem to be battling for dominance. Your virtuous side shaming who you really are or who you strive to be. My goal is for my story to release and relieve you of your pains and insecurities,your anxieties and doubts. I don’t believe anyone should be set...