One thing ive learned over the years is keep your L's to yourself. Sometimes people you find interesting are not people you can put your emotional burdens on. Ive had many nights when ive cried. I found myself crying due to loneliness, crying due to confusion, crying do to the many pressures of life that I had to face. Even the things that help me relieve pain even had me crying afterwards and I really felt like there was no one to vent to. When i had vented to people i thought cared about me i felt as if they where judging me. Thats when i began to spiral or what i had felt was a spiral down hill. I believe I am a sexual person. Honestly i am one of those people that think sex is something you do.I would go on those little dating apps looking for a hook up or someone just to be with to feel my loniness. I know people asking "Bitch where are your friends?" Sadly i had nun, I had just relocated to a different city all by myself so i had to just figure it out. But those hoo...